What is this feeling inside of me? This hurt feeling that isn’t a feeling of glee The water that drains from my cheeks it sparkles Hardening the heart turning into charcoal The painting it speaks Saying how its paint leaks What is this feeling inside of me? Boom boom my head is pounding Only I can hear the hardening sounding Like it will break my heart Like it will tear me apart The rainy ripples of rippling tears The sound of my heart rate in my ears The squeezing feeling of this leaking touch This feeling must be because of life to too much