It might be selfish at a time. But he's mine.

I don't want anyone else getting the same butterflies when he smiles or says my name. I don't want anyone else making him blush or calling him babe. I don't care if it's baby, love or dear. Whatever it is, stay away.

I might being paranoid but you'll feel the same thing after experiencing being left and not be chosen more than many times just for another girl. I don't want anyone else getting the same attention he gives to me or those sweet coated words he says just for me.

It's been few years since the last time I feel in love. Can't even remember the feeling since pain covers it all. And I met him. It wasn't easy, I can say. Not even for him. Loving a deeply broken woman. You know how hard it is. We've been through a lot of changes and everything.

You don't know all the pain, heartbreaks, jealousy and even the deepest cut you could imagine a heart can bare just to save this love. Just to win his heart and keep him.

And I worked hard, VERY HARD for whatever we have right now. Risk, sacrifices, pain, tears, sleepless night, devastation, hopeless times and still I wear a smile. And only the world can tell what's battle I've been through.

But every time he's near he brings peace, serenity, calmness, hope, love and home to my heart. He's like an silent angel who saves me and let me see things my bare eyes couldn't those times I was drown with the false thought of love. Let me fall down and grow wiser and stronger.

So to anyone who's coming to test our love. And try to take him from me. Let me tell you one thing. I already died several times just to protect this love. And I won't let ANYONE, not even you, him or her to put even the smallest scratch to this love.

Call me selfish and crazy, but he's mine. And only mine!