Every day
My depression cripples me
Not because of sadness
But because of loneliness

I long for your love
,Although
I know you are my companion.

Everytime
you lure me closer
with your words and affectionate actions,
Yet you throw me in my
pit of despair and darkness
with your new lover
That last no longer than
A gestation period.

My thaughts loom
trying to
cynicalise my situation.

Yet

I can only be satisfied
By
YOUR love.