You have so much to learn and so much longer to go, and I know that you feel like you should have arrived by now, but everybody else doe too. Don't be too hard on yourself man, you are doing the best you can. Also, you're doing it honestly, and that is so important.Β Β The one advice I can give you is to trust yourself more, and believe in yourself. Remember when Mom lost her vision what she said to you: "We can do this Jimmy." If she can keep the fight up being blind, you can do definitely do it. Don't stray away from me, I'm here for you and I will always be, I'll be waiting at the finish line....