I wonder if my old friends still think about me I wonder if my old friends still talk Like I talk about them Because my old friends are still hanging out Which makes me wish that I was there Or present in some way Even though my old friends were not good friends Because good friends often stay And when my depression showed up All my old friends went away And I was left with no friends Old friends or good friends That fateful day Because I thought that they were good But I was so sadly mistaken They can cry with each other over getting older or fake death But when real problems come they're not staying And we were civil and nice one night before college So much fun I didn't know what was about But the same **** kept happening No more invites for when they're all hanging out