dark ultraviolet smoke, haze the way your own finger pads graze on the skin of your waist and then lead down to the forty degree angle curve soft and goosebumped. The sweet floor, we're sisters in eye contact when I hug my legs and try to press the pressure building behind my chest muscles eyes burning like blue coals and tears fighting, I re-learn the meaning of bittersweet as the world crashes down around me and rose-colored circles are rubbed into my back, legs and chairs softly shaping me into a saner form, whisperings ground me, and take me back to the haze, young and unafraid.