Mar 2018
To my ex best friend.
I had so much trust in you but then I lost 100% of that trust because you lied. You lied about me. Would you tell me it was wrong to trust you. If you had another chance, I wouldn't give it to you. Tell me, what changed? I hate myself for trusting you & for all the dumb secrets I told you. All the things I kept to myself but told you. I'm afraid now. Now it's hard to trust. You broke my heart but the prices are to small to put back together. You saw me in pain yet you didn't come to say sorry or to ask if I were alright.
I thought you were the best friend I would have for the rest of my life, that I will get closer to. Hear me cry my eyes out in the night while my heart bleeds of guilt, lies, & how I thought I could trust you. Are you listening now, are you listening to my voice that is broken because of the lump in my throat with lies. Seems like it was yesterday when I trusted you. My mind keeps replaying that moment when your friend got me & told me to stop because I was being mean to some one close to you. My mind keeps saying :"it was wrong to trust her" How it keeps telling me, you lied. I just want you to look me in the eyes & see me looking back with tears in my eyes about to fall. I was about to fall to the ground & cry so much my eyes would be red.
To my ex best friend
I hope you have a great life & I hope you would forget to remember our friendship & all the happy moments that lend to this. I hope you forget to remember me. All though it will be easy to forget you, it might be hard to forget me because of all the dumb secrets I told you.
To my ex best friend
Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't even stare at me, don't talk about me. Just don't do any thing that involves me.
To my ex best friend
I hope you forget me
- Kamryn N
I had so much trust in you but then I lost 100% of that trust because you lied. You lied about me. Would you tell me it was wrong to trust you. If you had another chance, I wouldn't give it to you. Tell me, what changed? I hate myself for trusting you & for all the dumb secrets I told you. All the things I kept to myself but told you. I'm afraid now. Now it's hard to trust. You broke my heart but the prices are to small to put back together. You saw me in pain yet you didn't come to say sorry or to ask if I were alright.
I thought you were the best friend I would have for the rest of my life, that I will get closer to. Hear me cry my eyes out in the night while my heart bleeds of guilt, lies, & how I thought I could trust you. Are you listening now, are you listening to my voice that is broken because of the lump in my throat with lies. Seems like it was yesterday when I trusted you. My mind keeps replaying that moment when your friend got me & told me to stop because I was being mean to some one close to you. My mind keeps saying :"it was wrong to trust her" How it keeps telling me, you lied. I just want you to look me in the eyes & see me looking back with tears in my eyes about to fall. I was about to fall to the ground & cry so much my eyes would be red.
To my ex best friend
I hope you have a great life & I hope you would forget to remember our friendship & all the happy moments that lend to this. I hope you forget to remember me. All though it will be easy to forget you, it might be hard to forget me because of all the dumb secrets I told you.
To my ex best friend
Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't even stare at me, don't talk about me. Just don't do any thing that involves me.
To my ex best friend
I hope you forget me
- Kamryn N
