i hate it
when i stop and think
memories in my head
that i don't want to keep

the only thing I can do is fight
against the tears
against the pain
wishing you knew
how much i still care

i hate it
how nobody knows how it feels
when i see you
see your smile
see your eyes
knowing i lost them
knowing they were almost mine

i hate it when i think
wondering where it went wrong
wondering what i dont have
dreaming that i can go on