Would anyone like to join me and sit in this pain
No I didn't think so I don't even know why I came
I just wanted a place I could be loved and accepted.
Instead of the place where I was ignored and neglected.
Nobody ever cared until I became this way
Now it's "Ty you are heartless" is what they continue say
Nobody ever says **** to the person who created this monster
Just point the blame on the creature who's feelings were conquered.
See I got this beast inside me who tries to fight his way out
He also tends to be too much and cause me
to rage and lash out
I try to explain that its not my fault and that it wasn't intentional
But I get told accept fault and the way that I act isn't conventional.
But why when acting right wasn't something That I was privy to.
Runaway and leave now because I know that you want to
I told you about my pain and the demons inside and what it took just to be standing here alive.
You promised that you would stay and walk with my demon
If that wasn't a lie then why the **** are you leaving?
Nobody ever hates the creator Dr. Frankenstein
Only the monster he created but they won't cross that line
It's easier to believe this was how I was born
Than it is to believe this me after I was reborn.
You think I wanna be who I am?
Do you think my reflection is something I can stand?
Everyday I wanna shoot myself or cut my own throat
Or maybe jump off a building and believe that I can float.
Everyday is a struggle you don't know what I go through
But I'm not one of these dude that would shoot up a school.
For I don't want anybody to hurt I don't want them to feel how I feel
Because they may not be strong enough to know how to deal how I deal
I use pills, alcohol, and woman to keep my mind from spiraling out of control
Without these things I would probably be six feet under in a hole

Just Ty-