There is so much I want to say
But it's like the words won't come out
I'm in this world where I'm alone
It's like I'm in between earth and hell
My daughter is the only thing that feels real
I fear that one day she'll be stuck here too
Feeling the same pain
But I pray she dnt
Though I doubt this praying **** works
My feet took so many turns
Never had guidance
Hopeless parents
Drugs and *** faded them
Now both are fading me
Need both just to feel something
Reaching out for help
All I get is "it gets better"
Stop telling me that **** and help me now
Or I'll just end all my suffering
With a line through my vines
Under my skin
Rip them out of my roots
Like those who had my heart did me
My soul burns every time I wake up
Just let me sleep
Never let my eye lids separate again
I hate life
I hate my life
I've been ****** over, tortured 90% of it.
I'm tired!!!!!

Just let me fall into bed and die,
Let my soul finish burning into the dust
So I am not reborn!
I have much I want to say but who would listen?