'There's a cat in the window Of the house of My lover,' But another Never Slept over, Cuz he couldn't Be bothered and The clover I pressed, The four leaves That impressed her Are all I can try To think about, Like whether She ever Threw it out Or if its still On her dusty mirror, Or if the weather Of her fever Washed it away Like the mascara Down her face Flows in the brine, The words were mine That made them fall, I never guessed she'd Call a ride so soon To drive her to Hades To be with the baby We lost in June Of '02, She was never the same, Out of tune Like the guitar I pawned to Buy the crib, The it's a boy Balloons That never did Get inflated, That whole ******* year I insufflated my Woes away But they don't go away, But she did go away, Not yet physically But emotionally and Mentally, The breaking point was Beyond the scope I could see, Oh, my Emily, How could this be? How could I be Without my bumblebee? How could I be? How could I be? Now I can be With you again, The ability is In my hand, I'll see you soon Baby, And little Elliott, too, There's just some **** I need to do First.