Oh how it hurts
this pain in my chest
it feels as though someone has stabbed my heart
and is turning the blade
blood slowly trickling down my chest
as I scream for help
but nothing will come out of my mouth
all there is to be heard by my ears
is their laughter
their lies
and everyone's screams
but my own
why?
why now?
why was I never good enough?
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING TOLD LIES?!
I'm sorry for whatever I have done for you to think
that I only deserve the brutal lies
I truly am
though
I have no idea what I did
I apologize for all of my previous unknown actions
the ones who made you believe I deserve it all
the ones who took everything I gave to you
the ones that made me who I am