from my glances
teach me here
from here
to
there

straighten my posture


oh
Lord

what have I
become

past the numb
past the heat
of
winters blaze

succumb

here
am
I
melting

of
this
flesh

what need have I

to capitalize

pass me
blood

my
drink

of
choice

bring my hatred to an point

stab stab stab

forgive me

my mind
of
stray

lead me back your way
this mind of consumption
these letters from me to me
what is it beyond me
that they read

that they read

that they read

eyes taken from me

eyes taken from me

let me not take thier eyes
let me not seek thier direction
they have nothing to offer me
there is nothing more important
in
my
life

what descisions have i
that my steps have lead me
to this tar put trap
barefoot
am
i

boots stuck

feet burn walking

on
hot
sand


keep me from sinking
beyond who
we know
i
am


thread your needle
stitch my lips
to honor
you
?











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