Maybe I order from the low cal menu at restaurants

Maybe I substitute potato chips for frozen grapes

Maybe I stop drinking, completely

Maybe I take anxiety medication instead, like I'm suppose to

Maybe I don't cry in bed as much

Maybe instead I go for a run, or a walk

Maybe I do jumping jacks when I feel restless

Maybe I don't close my blinds on the weekends

Maybe I wake up early and watch the sunrise

Maybe I get fresh air instead of frustrated

Maybe I use ginseng instead of gin

Maybe I drink water when I'm thirsty

Maybe I use more coconut oil in my hair when it's dry

Maybe I show my tears before wiping them away

Maybe I choose you over this mental prison

Maybe I choose me over this mental prison

Maybe, tomorrow