alarmed waves crash down as metal screens slam shut my brain suddenly darkens body still, frozen in panic fractured light breaks into a multitude of mocking fireflies; taunting my vision with their rapid movement images transition to harsh duplicates, swaying back and forth eyes unfocused and darting where's the esca p e? i n e e d t o es c a p e my words are drifting away from me i'm going to die i'm going to die draw in short harsh breaths that wrack my lungs shaking with fear i'll die here in this hospital room the heart monitor going wild beeps personified to lead me into the darkness