jobless, broke, and single
it's raining a shower of
weak but smelly frowns
inside is no less dreary
I step away, to find myself
in dim, arid, lonely space
where am I to go?
who am I to see?
what am I to do?
I light a light, unknowingly, I only found some seconds later
that entertains my eye
He burns slowly and casually
which is why I look, and others don't
my chest hairs rise and softly tickle my neck
my leg hairs flare through my jeans
my *****… uncrust
some subway breeze whispers in my wet ear
for this light wields great, secret power
"it will be our little secret" I tell him
and just as I told the light
He flashed a Beautiful Blue
just for me, just for Us
my feelings changed, but the world didn't
my liver and my thighs spoke to each other, and so did my pelvis
he speaks (the light)! what a surprise!
not words like these written
but melodic moans I heard from my inside
I want to touch you, my light!
I want to give u gifts, just as you have to me
I want your innards to change as well
but how does a human compare to a handsome light?
that at any moment can flash off
it's so easy to fall in love
but who cares, "live for the moment," right?
this ******* moment! ***** my life in the ****!
then turns it around to **** slap my life in the face
however, the moment's veiny ******* is merciful
giving me time to catch my breathe as he face ***** me
he holds my head steady, spitting on my nose
my throat is being pounded
i'm gasping for air, the air released from the moans of that moment
he speeds, i grasp his ****
and feel him clench! and clench!
as he erupts down my esophagus
flashes of *** and sweat and tears and twitches
and my little light is gone