Why the **** am I alive. What the **** is my purpose. *** is my existence. *** is my worth. Can I just give my ******* life away to someone else? I don't ******* want it. I don't ******* need it. I hate it. Someone else out there can use this ******* life I'm wasting. Can I just give it to them? I'm so ******* tired. I can't find a purpose. And when I do YOU ******* take it from me. I ******* hate you and I hate myself and I hate this world. Please ******* take me away and switch my souls. Return me back to soil. I'd have more value as that. Please I'm can't ******* do this anymore.