She told me to be strong and now she’s gone… What went wrong? This illness got my mother, this illness that I can’t fight You say it’s fair and we still die anyway You say it's fate but it’s not right My search for inspiration ended today Because I’m so sad, forget it, never mind I loved her... why? It pulls me in and I can’t breathe I'm stuck in this moment of grief I just want to hide or better yet die Is this an illusion or just lie? My feelings got the best of me My feeling, I can't see