I began to notice, During my sixteenth year, That my heart pulled to some other haunt. I longed for a place to rest my eyes at night-- A place where I could escape the droning hum Of man fixed to machine-- Where I could gaze, at midnight, Upon the light shining through pinpricks In the taught, dark sheet. I began to feel deadened by routine, By the icy glare of headlights And blinding, bold storefronts.