Expectations made me
like a rotten corpse
Waiting patiently
Like a dead tired horse

Assumption was a basket
Full of false hopes
Anger control
Put away the ropes

Take me where
There is equality
In taking love
And giving is in duality

When sensitivity meters
To negative factor presence
I summon the spirits
To give me more patience

Cursing I won't drop any
Harsher words I can say
In my decaying will
That I've put into prey

Is this what you've wanted
Is this tomorrow you've dreamt of
Is this the chained cycle
Running in infinite paradox

Is this what I woke up for
Is this where all should I know
Is this the future
How far will you go.

How do birds sing
How do you even sleep
I am a train losing steam
Falling in a downhill steep

The tipping point has been reached
My spectrum of tolerance in a can,
But it's all good everyday
Because I am the absorbing man.

Is this the world you've wished for
You can discard this unending run
Manipulate my feelings
But I am the absorbing man

I've sacrificed my world
My feelings, my needs in one
It's all thumbs up
Because I am the absorbing man

The passion has been petty
By the way you make me feel
But it's just my feelings
And I am the absorbing man.

I've dropped everything
To avoid complications and fuckery
Indulge yourself
Because I am the absorbing man.

I am starving and thirsty
Feeling needy and still existing
**** my existence
I am the absorbing man.

Dimes and good life
Can I take this to my grave
I don't even deserve a grave
Because I am the absorbing man.