I don't know what you're thinking, or if you ever think of me I don't know what you wish for or if you ever wish you'll see me more I don't know what you want in life or if you even want a wife but i do know that you are a Godly man you want to serve Him in different lands I don't know if I would fit into your plans but I think I'd be content just holding your hand. I'm not afraid of confrontation, especially at this time in our nation I want to call you out on it and that is why I am writing this sonnet I want to bring this into light even though your instincts are fight or flight but a girl just wants to be pursued not some attitude that is subdued so for now my desires i just allude then go home and pout and brood.