I’m sitting on a bench, Holding a gun pointed to my head, What would I leave here, If i left now, Would you miss me like you never do, Would you kiss me like you never do, Would you hold me as you always do, Would I cry on your shoulder like the usual, I mean it doesn’t matter, My head, my mind it will shutter, Until it finally cracks, Leaving my scars to burst and me to bleed out.