In my head many things happen
many thoughts go in and out
all those good memories
all the ones with pain and tears
so many fears that bring more tears
the feeling of being alone
knowing that no one knows
the pain one feels
but can't express
can't show it on the outside
only on the inside
all those fake smiles
saying that your okay
but the truth you are in pain
you are the one crying at night
the fright that is eating you alive
but at the end of the night
are you really alive?