Not again, just stop it, please,
don't cry, you are killing yourself,
You will die!
I'll die anyway, if i won't or will cry,
In any scenario I will still die.
If my reason will win, and the useless emotions will shut,
Then I wont crack, like a nut.
I'll stay strong and unbearably dry,
And after the last drop is gone, i'll still die.
If the satisfying tears will take the charge,
If the temptation of sadness will be just too large,
It will consume me, I'll forget where I've been,
I won't know how to stop, even where to begin.
I wonder what will happen if I'll try,
Will I die?

I guess i'm too afraid to check it out..
What if I won't find the way out?

And while i'm trying to decide on the side,
I'm not sure if I'm alive...