Am I Okay?
Do I look Okay?
Do I feel Okay?
Im not okay...

Well if I say I am okay just know That's a ******* lie because me I am not one to lie on stating facts but to see me okay would be the day my life was great but no its not I am not okay and I will never be okay...

If I say I look okay just know from my false fact is I try to look okay but that will never work depression is seeping through my life and is trying to show the fact that I am not looking okay...

Me...oh well yea I feel okay but im not you need to understand that all this is leading up to a point where the walls are drenched in red and the floor is oozing feircly and everyone around is cry by the sight that I was not feeling okay...

Now as I lay on that bed I feel the pain for others that I've caused and I have prayed to god for I have sinned in his be half and taken my life to sooth the pain but to speak the truth it is the rain that has washed away the ooze on the floor and has made many more seek out for guidance on why I did but just to wonder why this kid had taken his life this day and if I was still there to day I would have said I'm not Okay...