I'm writing this letter because this is where it ends.
I have to say goodbye to my lover and my best friend.
For the past 18 years you have consumed my life
Because of you I couldn't be a mother or a wife.
I missed out on so many things that were important to the ones I love,
But none of it mattered because ****,  you were my drug.
Where has the years gone, only God knows,
Mostly I can't remember, only the time shows.
My children really need me and its time to take control,
I want my life back, its not worth one more blow.
So this is where we part our ways,  I must stay on track.
Goodbye to ****,  I'm never looking back.