I'm not sure why
But it's happening again
I tell myself not to cry
I tell myself I'm not going to
But I know that's a lie

To myself I swore
That the next time this happened
It would be because I wanted to explore
And it would be on my terms
And nothing more

But here we are again
And not by my choice
Now is just the same as then
Maybe a bit different
Because this time we have experience