picking leaves from the strands of our hair we break the stems and touch the bleeding tips to our tongues
2. quietly the fruit falls
aging in the soft shoulder of the ground
flies gather eating life before the ending day
3. summer fails gathers and fails again
new grass grows crowded against the wooden fence
my mother kills the fig tree
branches fall -old weight breaking into waiting hands
the sun warms an empty space
4. morning begins with the ache of a new flower
shadows move liquid beneath the shifting leaves
sunlight through green paper
I wanted to write a poem about a fig tree that used to be in my mom's backyard when I was a kid. I sat down to start it and realized that I had too many stories to tell about it. Too many poems to write. So I just combined them all together hoping to form a sort of larger story. This is probably the longest thing I've ever written. I'm still not sure what to think about it.