A friend made me remember a serious fact
That I'm usually bringing up the suffering of the past
I really needed this advice to wake me up
After I suffocated myself and ******* me up
I was hating myself for no reason
I actually did to me such betrayal and treason
The happiness left me since years ago
Stupid me I thought I just need to grow
But after time my dreams began to blow
Hearing an advice, such as take it slow
I couldn't bear my curiosity to know
What fate and destiny may show
I realized the truth at a late time
After I lost many dear people and my life's prime
I was living every day the same way trying to achieve fame
Hoping to hear people call admiringly my silly name
But I'm glad I'm still at the mercy of my god
Since I can reconcile with myself and make my family proud
Even if the critics of people become very loud
I will be patient and work my way even in a huge crowd