Behind the youth room, sitting on the pavement, I think of past times. I sit quietly and submerse my mind in the memories… And I wonder, if I leave, will I ever come back and do this again? Feel the sweet nostalgia? Will I tell my kids about these memories? Will I tell them about the ones that haunt me as well? The ones I wish I could forget? I think I will. I wish my parents had emphasized on the horrific things those memories do to you. Weeds overrun Ashleigh’s and my old meeting place. Our drainage grate where we told secrets have been overtaken by bushes. “My chest hurts a lot today.” “And when I look back, I see you waving” -Grizzly Bear, Fix it