when I saw you again today, my heart stopped, my voice was shaking and I couldn’t even say hello to you. I forgot how to breathe and didn’t even know if time ever existed. At that moment the only thing i knew was your smile, your eyes the way you were holding me, the memories that you were bringing with you. And **** if only I could tell you how much I missed you. And I missed you . But you ,You never did. Because you never really cared