Of course you know, there's a side of me, I refuse to show. But one day, it may come out, and i'll scream kick and shout, for inside me, buried deep inside, is a beast, fighting its way out.  Of course you know, I've made mistakes, and each one give me heart aches. I sit, I reminisce, of a time, much easier than this. But each mistake, has made me stronger, kept me alive longer. Of course you know, each time I cry, I just wish someone would ask, why. But no one does. But of course you know know this, you've known all a long. so, Of course you know.