His name starts with an E
and my god is he dashing
I still see his face when I close my eyes
I miss him so much
I pray to God every night he comes back to me
my god I love him so
and I still sleep with a picture of him under my pillow
and I use another as a bookmark
God I love him so
and I still wear the necklace he bought me
and scream his name in between tears on the bathroom floor
...but my god, I love him so

(v.m)