obsidian black-rock soul lackluster and cold loosing shards over backyards failing to heed mother's plea "keep to yourself, the children are here" maybe tomorrow i'll borrow compassion and fashion a rope out of all i can ration to hold together 'til calmer weather comes sneaking from behind the peaks and treetops and leaves me the **** alone as if forget the children they'll know soon enough the taste of hate and the twinge of pain that precedes disdain if only i could care if only i could share a prayer if only i could waive despair anymore