I took a shine to him my heart sticking as if covered in adhesive a silver silence monitored by detection devices how fast am I racing incense smothering the scent of my chain smoking while I document my sadness on graph paper I try to find reasoning behind every feeling I have cognitive reality pulls against me the way your petite body strings me along the cowardice I reveal while you hold my heart against a knife I'll plead with you for a title with it taken away I am nothing