Going out on a limb
Not knowing what I'm doing
Diving right in before getting a chance to breathe
At first it was bliss
Then on to hesitation
Awkwardness all along the way
Then regret, feeling like lying
Yet never sure in the first place
Waiting would have been better
Wait to see how things will go
But desperate to be free from all of the sorrow and agony
Feeling support and happy for once
Worth trying
Wouldn't do it again
A rollercoaster back to where it all began