If only things were different.
To go back to the way things were.
I'd give anything to be in your arms,
to be me who looks at your bright blue colored eyes,
To laugh at your jokes, to see you smile.
I know we can't go back, it was always just a lie.
I can pretend to be yours and you be mine
but that's not enough.
I miss you,
How? I never had you.
I will always love you,
Why? I barely even know you.
I just know that I want you,
that the moment I saw you I fell in love.
I've twisted my words so badly I cannot untwist them now.
I am stuck in reality and I cannot bare, I want to go back
to that dream, to be yours, to love you,
even if it was all just a fantasy.