The gap in the clouds that makes us see both ends of the world coming from a bottle of alcohol. Behind all those crazy shenanigans has always been a coping mechanism on how much the world ***** and how you were there to make it all disappear by a laugh. How as simple as calling out a friend to go have fun for once. It was risky. As we are breaking all rules possible to make this happen. In the end, i could never say 'i didn't have any fun' it was the most fun I had in a while. The gap in the clouds that you made has given me something to live on in a world that's way to serious and way too depressing. Sometimes i wish something like this could last a lifetime. why would i have to enjoy something that only lasts for a couple of years before going back to the old depressing me? I want this to go on for a long time. Something as selfish as that made me realize something that i shouldn't have. something i couldn't show and tell as i make the most irrational thoughts.