Here I am thinking
Innocence will be the
Only intimacy that will
Ever be.

Here I am thinking
Connection of the lips
Will simply be just that.

Here I am being here
Not to be there for
There lies him.

Here I am indulging
In and out, resisting and
Yielding to this intimacy : cosy
Yet so private.

Here I am trying to contemplate
And investigate
Your thoughts about me.

Here I am being a "emotional"
Being like a "girly" girl I am
Only to be redundant soon.