Who are you to cast down upon me This, never-ending list of commands To force yourself upon me Devil’s instrument in hand Wishing to overcome my body To plunge diseased flesh deep within Conquering long valued sensibility And bask amid my unwarranted sin You may have torn my soul to shreds And abused my womb and thighs For my every new depraved low Is your new fascist high I’d thought you were not the same I had been abused before However never by you So this is what comrades are for? I am left weak and used A plaything for a man’s pleasure Once for fun, now out with the trash Is this how my value is measured? My legs are bruised, my skin is flushed I’m left a broken mess I cannot confide in the ones I love To them, I may not confess You’ve torn me apart And left me forbidden I’ve been handled and fondled Nearly bedridden My ears still hear your dark words My flesh still crawls at your touch You’ve burned an invisible mark For which I cannot do much I hate my skin for your touch I hate my ears for your voice I hate my body for your ******* I hate you for not leaving me a choice To you this is probably a game You probably thought not of the pain For now I am deemed damaged goods And may never be longed for again This must be kept a secret ‘Less I face even more ridicule For an act I desired no party in And yet I am treated still so cruel