I thought I could trust you I thought I could once again love you I thought I had forgiven you. But here I stand, Feeling anything but grand. It’s that time of year again, you know? The time when you always go. The time when You get up and walk away The time when you can no longer stay. It’s not hard to tell when you’re lying The tears left behind from last time are still drying You didn’t give me enough time Before you committed yet another crime For you and your love I only sought But pain and tears is what you wrought. I used to want to by you be needed But now your words are not even headed You lied and you cheated And now I don’t even need to be seated I can stand strong Even when you tell me yet again you’ve done wrong. Who am I kidding? Of this pain I am ridding Or striving to anyway But this pain, it will never go away A part of me you have taken And my heart you have forsaken You don’t even see the mess you’ve made When in her bed you laid. I am dying And all you are doing is lying In that filthy ******* bed Can you not get it in your head!? You bring more pain than we can bear This family apart you will tear ***** you! ***** You and your desires For all I care you can burn in the fires You and that women You and your sin God I hate you! Don’t you realize, this is your cue It’s time for you to walk out that door Like you did so easily many times before. You said you were sorry You said you loved me But that was a bunch of ****! A bunch of crap and you didn’t mean it. All you wanted was for us to be together For us all to be bound by a tether You didn’t want us to be separate But it was all way to late You did’t realize the havoc you had wreaked When love was all we seeked You didn’t realize how You hurt her When you into her bed did she lure I’ve never felt so old When momma in my arms did I have to hold She cried and cried And to console her I tried But she just laid in my arms and wept For in someone else’s bed you slept You drilled a knife through momma’s heart Wether or not you meant to play that part She will never be as happy But it is now that I do plea Please go away
We don’t want you to stay At your disgusting face I cannot look For it was my trust, love, and life that you took You stole with no second thought You didn’t realize the hurt you’d brought Please don’t come in I cannot look at you and your sin And now here I am weeping The pain to my outside is seeping I hate not only you but also myself And it’s compromising my health I no longer eat But look in the mirror and my body do beat I’m killing me But no one can see This is all your doing Not because she was so good at wooing I want myself to hang To no longer In my chest feel this pang I want to leave this terrible place And you and my fears to no longer face