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i don't care about your words the syllables you slap 'heinous' 'detestable' 'horrible'. despicable.

****.

i am tempestuous i am raw i am pure i am unfiltered. it is waves it is motion i am overcome i am numb

****.

you can't have my pain. you can't give me pity.
im holding this tight im feeling it all. i am ice burning fire within

****. ****. ****.

i shouldnt feel this way i cant feel this way why do i feel this way. questioning why i feel. please let me stop
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i tumble and stumble i dont want to be known i want to scream and i am screaming.
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i am angry at nothing and i am angry for anger i rage and rage against the light that is dead.
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it's squeezing me it's pressure it's pulling me it's strain i must forget but i never want to not remember.
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im exhausted and i want to go to war i want nothing with it i want everything with it.

think. think. think. all i do is think. and it brings pathetic loathing.
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you pull me into this. you pull me down. its sunny outside and i detest. bring me gloom bring me mire. bring me storm. bring me fire.
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thoughts of things to come and things i am. prayers for end prayers for eternity.

****.