There's a feeling that's inside and it's too hard to describe And it's like you feel your teeth grind against the smoke of the toxic sludge you breath And you wish to pull your hair and fall apart at the seams And you want to take it all inside and let it all die And you just want to storm about, scream and shout You need to have a smoke, let it seep in and choke The feelings that stir deep within your heart Because it's ripping you apart and tearing at your seams and forming in your dreams A black and empty void And you can't help but think inside that you want to scream and cry and your emotions all evoke a nature bred to choke
And you can escape for a moment, elope to space Empty and hollow Insencere and desolate Who cares what the feeling is It's one that ***** you in An emotion of us liars Bred from hate, born of fire And you will only suffer And who cares that it can feel like the sweetest thing of eden When it caresses you, you need it Your body it grows tired But the muscles then crave desire This feeling that's inside, breeding hate in the night Who cares to even name it
When it fills you, you can't tame it And for that moment of perfection you must pay in desperation To keep your own frustration from eating you away and leaving you as nothing