he cups my face and asks me
how is your mind today?
and all i can do for him
is lie
all i can do for myself
is lie it all away
he takes me upstairs and lays me down
i missed you
and i want to cry because
i know i'll miss him more
i know it'll hurt me more
when it's time for him to leave

i let him hold me after
let him own me
*please, don't let me live after you've gone