Eheh, so it's gonna end like this, huh?

Funny, I said it would be this way from the start.
You finally realizing how incredibly crippling and strangling my neediness gets.
You finally realizing how my insecurities hide my emotions.
You finally realizing how I can't seem to accept the fact of it.
You finally realizing just how ****** up my head really is.

And yet, you told me it would be forever, and you told me you kept your promises.
Then again, who am I to talk about those?

I told you I'd change.
I told you I'd heal my wounds.
I told you I'd express myself.
I told you I'd stop repressing my emotions.
I told you I'd let you go if you wanted me to.

And yet, I still haven't done it.
I still haven't gotten over my pain.
I still haven't figured out why I hate myself so much.

But, I did go half the way.

I showed you my ****** poems that you adored.
I told you about my problems when I was feeling like ****.
I let you go when you said you didn't think we should be together.

Well, I guess I should've done it all at once.
Maybe I wouldn't have lost my emotions and went numb all over again.

But, to be fair, I opened up to you and it ended just as I said it would.

Eheh, maybe it's a bit to late for me to say that I do believe you love me.

But, as long as you're happy, I can manage.

I was keeping my scars closed in front of you even before you cared about them.