A heart filled with emotion
I'm constantly in motion
Trying to forget the pain
But its brought up once again
I am trying to move on
Still my broken heart is torn
Like before, I feel alone
And now I am not at home
I got away from father
But he's still such a bother
I have left my friends behind
To protect that heart of mine
In court, I brought my brother,
"I blame you" says my mother
His actions are NOT my fault,
This lesson she must be taught
Life for me is difficult
Happiness can not be bought
Sometimes I don't want to live
Its easier to give in
I have my blades around me
I dont have a family
I have to lie through my teeth
To the point I can not breath
Yes, don't worry, I am fine
Ill just give it some more time
Ill bury my feelings deep
And hope to solve it with sleep
The next day isn't better
I feel like I dont matter
My will to live is gone
Still, I have to remain strong.