Too often I'm locked in my mind
With nothing else to pass the time
I replay memories of me and you
Like no one else could possibly do
I remember it all, every little detail
And every single flaw
But deep down I still wish I had it all
And it makes me so sad
Because it's the life I know I'll never have
And that's a life with you
A dream that never will
Have the possibility to come true
Deep down I want to hate you
But yet I still thank you for
Making me smile
Every time I see you it's like
My depression takes a break for awhile
And even though I could never love you the same way again
You would be the one I would want to die with in the end