I have so many questions I want to ask you but I don’t know how. I am writing you this letter because I know that my voice would break and tears would start streaming down my face if I were to ask you in person. Furthermore, I don’t think that you would even listen to me, lately you seem to be ignoring me as if I’m your worst enemy.
How? That would be my first question. How was it so easy for you to go? To just leave me and not even look back. Why? Why would you leave and why would you leave the way you did? No explanation. No real goodbye. Nothing. Was what we had real? Was what I felt real? Because I’ve been dreaming so much about you lately that it seems like I can’t tell what’s real and what’s not anymore.
Love, I wish you didn’t shatter my heart. I wish you didn’t make all these promises just to break them. I wish that you could have been honest with me from the beginning. Honest about your intentions and your feelings for me. The last time we were standing in front of each other, looking into your blue eyes made my knees go weak and my heart go crazy. How can someone feel so much and the other just not? I guess I’ll never know because i tend to give people all of me. Always. With you it was no different. I gave you all of me, made you my favourite person in this ****** world and hoped that I would be your favourite too.
I loved you then and I still love you now, but it doesn't matter anymore.