As im standing here waiting to purchase my cap and gown for graduation, my eyes cast downwards to the purple bead bracelet I keep on me, with your name on it. You should be here.
With us.
With me.
Everyday I think about you,
I think about what would’ve happened if I confessed my feelings for you.
Would you have stayed?
Or would you still have gone?
It’s been a year without you,
and I miss you more and more each day.
I’m sorry i couldn’t help you.
I’m sorry you felt as if you were alone.
But I know you’ve made your peace and you’re somewhere better,
Wherever that may be.
I love you, Lauren
And I miss you.
But I’ll see you again soon.