but i knew all along that you were too good for me so to a life of forever friendship i resigned myself wistfully watching the way you stared at her with lustful eyes not wanting just her body, i have come to realize but all of her - soul, mind, body, and heart to claim for your own each and every part of the amazing girl who has stolen your affections and left me sitting broken, feeling in need of a resurrection but not even voodoo could bring this zombie back to life because in my heart i know she's the one who's bound to be your wife
*******, i wanted it to be you. but true to form and just like all the others, you fail to want me, too.